Powerlessness

**I pray to be released from my compulsion to control my situation. I have so often proved I am unable to control it. Let me think, know and feel my powerlessness; then I will at least learn to let go...**
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Good things:

1. Chicken, feta and spinach quesadillas for dinner.
2. Husband gave C a bath so I wouldn't have to bend over.
   
3. We get to sign the papers for our house tomorrow!
4. Today was a good day.
5. A friend calling for prayers.
6. Praying for that friend.
7. Love.
8. Rain.
9. H's sense of responsibility - she's maturing so much and it blows me away.
10. Writing/journaling.
11. Silly pictures of C in the bath.
12. A hot pad on my lower back.
13. Our family of 4.
14. All the rest of our family.
15. Realizing on Sunday that I have more sisters.
    
16. My mentor.
17. Towels to sop up the water coming in my house right now.
18. Contractors who will eventually fix the leaks.
19. Good music.
20. Planning and saving money on groceries.